God bless you. It's our joy that we might share with you. For each
of you seeks to number your days in the future, with enlightenment on
And to feel the sense of compassion, most for yourselves and for others,
growing stronger, that you might deepen your perception of the universe
as it is in reality, rather than the illusion of the physical world.
So filled with hate and anger and strife. That you might come to see
the horizon of the Spirit, dwelling in each person. And understand more
of the purpose unfolding in the lives of self and others. And come to
see that Divinity is after all the author of the universe, and all that
is less than that is, in a certain sense, illusionary.
not mean you have to walk around, thinking "Well, I'm living in an illusion",
we want you to feel that the sense, the strong courage that it takes
to be present with yourself and others, and not let the monkey of the
mind run amok and cause you unnecessary pain and suffering, because
the ego will definitely try to do that for you. By telling you that
what it thinks is safe, will keep you from all harm. When in fact the
ego's addictions and viewpoints continuously leads you astray in the
belief that you are nothing, that you are not important, that somehow
the universe has not a safe place for you.
is working quite the opposite of the Spirit, and to says this however
does not mean that the sense of yourself needs to be further compromised
by some kind of big war. If you fall into war with your ego, you fall
into your ego. Please note that: if you're sensing compassion for others,
you're sensing compassion for self as well. That what you give to another,
either the sense of joy and love and laughter, is also a direct reciprocation
and gift to yourself. But if you are constantly caught in anger or embarrassment
or criticism or judgment of yourself or others, it is a mirror of your
own belief about your deservingness and your ability to be loved by
So what you
see out there in a sense is a projection of what you see in yourself.
And the tricky thing with all of that however, is if you're in conviction
of your own - let us call it 'sin' for want of better words, your own
lack. If you're strongly convicted of that, it may be that you just dug
yourself a hole, and you can't get out of it.
trying to break the pattern a little in this discussion, you have to
think that "No I am not this limited person, that I think I am. And
at the same time I'm not trying to inflate my ego, to make it think
it's better than others or somehow more specially important. What I
really want to do is get down to the core, I want to go deeper. I want
to find the commonalty of energy, that exists between myself and others".
it is at that level, that we have our bonding, we have our linkage.
At the very core of your being, you could say everybody is your soul
mate. And while that term often carries with it such a tangible sense
of romance coupled with Divinity, that it may not work, to think in
that sense of that term, we will tell you that the romance with Divinity
will show you above all else, that everybody is convicted in deep love,
deep romance, deep awareness of the Divine life that moves through them,
and if you're seeing that in them, you're seeing their true nature.
This does not mean they will suddenly be transformed into individuals
with no personality difficulties, you can easily see the stranglehold,
the ego wants to place on awakening, but you can also see that, that
is in itself an illusion.
is a kind of time honored process of quickening, that goes on now. The
planet is waking up, and that's a very scary process to the ego consciousness.
And while you may respect others for what they think they can do, you
may have need to give them room to go through their own particular point
of pain or suffering - if such it is. You need not feel guilty if someone
else is in pain. You can do what you can do. You can be compassionate,
you can share energies, you can channel some prayer or meditation, you
can encourage them to change their diet, or if they are sick in the
body, perhaps they need to see a doctor, and if they are open to it,
perhaps a healing individual. So many things you could go to in the
way of suggestion. But make no mistake if somebody else is in deep pain,
and it engenders your courage to face up to the reality of that what
you can channel, what you can be the catalyst for, well indeed but don't
carry around with you this heavy guilt burden, which says "Now I have
to fix it for everybody". Get busy! If you're going to fix anything,
fix it for yourself. Be a little bit caught in the illusion of 'selfish
enlightenment'. That's an illusion also, but it's a good place to start.
you don't walk around with a long face, thinking "Oh how sad, they're
starving in Africa, and the Bosniens and the Serbs are still killing
each other", and on and on the world's troubles could weigh you down
very quickly if you feel like 'you have to make the difference'.
role you can play in your own life process, is to bring more and more
forgiveness into focus. Now what is meant by forgiveness, that's a difficult
term, because in one sense you have not the power to forgive. The universe
itself is based on 'none blame', 'none judgment'. The hard core of karma,
[the law of cause and effect] as many think of it, is not an eye for
an eye or a tooth for a tooth. It is simply the lack of evidence of
[your] forgiveness in the lives of other people. And when the lesson
is truly mastered, forgiveness flows like a wellspring, a joyous understanding
opens within self, and it is seen that the common cause of humanity
the common experience is to come into the body and be forgetful of you
true nature. And that is not a bad debt, owed to the universe as some
kind of negative karma, it's simply a state of ignorance.
egos act out in a tremendous fashion, if you want to look at somebody
such as the man Hitler or others you have had record of, that are so
brutal to their fellow beings. If you could understand that within themselves
they are equally out of touch with their own Divinity. The ego has run
amok, so to speak, and has taken control, it thinks that it is God.
It will create the universe after its own thoughts of selfishness and
the fear comes, and then you think "Well, what about this person, that
is so tremendously evil?", for in fact, they are the sickest of persons.
And it is not that your compassion would be misplaced, if you were compassionate
to them. You may hold compassion in your heart for somebody like that,
and your ego may still wish them ill will.
yourself as somehow God in your full awareness, that you can perceive
an individual like Hitler and have great compassion and great forgiveness
and think "Oh what a wonderful person this is". Your ego will not be
able to comprehend that.
is a sticky subject, we don't want to get stuck on it now. But there's
a 'little Hitler' in everybody. When you get all grouchy and you want
to buzz other people around; and the Universe isn't working the way
you think it should, and you get upset. Be aware the you are mirroring
that selfsame ignorance of your true nature within yourself, projected
on the others. And then don't be like the dog biting its tail, running
around in a circle with that thought. Just notice "Oh, I'm not in a
deep level of consciousness. Maybe I'd better go take a walk in the
woods. Or maybe I'd better sit down and meditate or do some good reading
of a book or something, to break this barrier in myself".
we want to make with all this is of course, that as 'candid consciousness',
that kind of honesty with yourself opens; you begin to see, that you've
been doing nothing here, than getting ready to break the shackles of
the past. The past does not 'dog' you, and carry you forward and claim
you forever for things of the past that are not good. It is only a springboard
that the ego has stepped upon. To create your individual nature. It
has allowed you to become individualized, uniquely yourself.
is time to make the circle complete. Come back to yourself in the fullness
of your Divine awakening.
forgiveness is there so strong, the circle is complete. When you see
another by their actions, wrong doing, your forgiveness will perceive
them as they are in their true self. And that forgiveness is so intense,
that if it is fully present, one person could transform this world,
upon which you walk.
get caught in that thought, that now you're guilty, because you're not
that fully awake. This is the kind of paradox that the ego continuously
comes up with. If Jesus was the master of the Universe, why could he
not say to the stones "Be turned into food". Which he could have. But
the test was there in the desert, when he was testing his own consciousness.
The ego wanted to take a certain form of control. The ego of others
would have placed him in the position of casting off the 'yoke of Rome'.
Of becoming the mighty spiritual leader, as [creating] a 'kingdom among
kingdoms', that the Israelites would have loved to have. This was part
of their understanding of the prophecy of the Messiah, [that he] would
be a mighty ruler. Spiritually awake of course, but fearful to others,
to create fear and respect in those political leanings of the time.
the master Jesus understood the nature of his mission, it was far beyond
the world's view of how things should function. He was showing what
it is to walk in pure light, to walk beyond the limitations of the flesh
and the ego's selfish demands. And the world hasn't got there yet. So
when you listen to the ministers, or on the television you hear somebody
preaching a sermon about love, and then they are turning around and
talking about, "Well, the Jews are not really saved yet" or this or
that, you can see how quickly 'boxes' have become present. The thoughts
have become boxed in. The personality mind is incapable of understanding
the true nature of compassion that the Universe functions in. And until
that time, that you are in that deep state of compassion; don't get
caught in trying to judge others harshly.
weigh the evidence of your mind, you can certainly try to understand
and comprehend as best you can. But whenever you feel a lot of anger
or you're feeling stuck, go inside, ask your own guidance, meditate.
"What is it about this, that I'm not clear on?" And you will get help.
It may not be in the understanding you can communicate to others, but
you will help to shift your position in your thoughts. And this is the
nature of the Divine gift, the goodness of Father / Mother God, so to
speak. To each one to give guidance, at the level of their receptivity,
to take them to the next step.
you think of your guides and teachers, don't think that they are working
for you just out of the goodness of their heart, because you're so 'special'.
We want to emphasize this now. You're not so specially brilliant, that
those teachers have to come and work with you. You are in the nature
of your being unique of course, as an individual, but you are also the
Godhead itself, manifesting through you into the world of the opportunity,
to let the energy flow, is the important thing.
difficult to express in language, but if you can understand that the
Universe itself is not limited, it's not severely constricted. And wherever
it finds a Universal awareness, in the least form - just in the simple
desire that you would hold, to be of service. You have knocked on the
door, and the door will come swinging open, so slowly at first, that
the ego is not frightened, but it will open as quickly as you can handle.
It takes a lot of courage to say to the Universe, "Okay God/Goddess,
I really want to be of service. Please use me, in any way that you see
fit". And there may be visions of grandeur, the ego may think, "Well,
now I want to be a fine healer, and talk to the multitudes, I want to
write this international bestseller of New Age fiction". Can you see
the motive the ego withholds? Always a kind of rule of grand expansion.
Maybe you're washing the dishes in a little country store, in the back
room, serving people simple meals. It doesn't matter, the outer form.
it does matter, but it doesn't matter. This is the paradox. If you're
putting love into what you're doing. That love will radiate through
the food, through the very clothing that you wear, the dishes that are
served, the smile on the face, that you would share with others. You
may in a moment, look somebody in the eye. And if you see them, and
they know they have been seen, you have instantaneously translated consciousness
that is deeply healing.
and forever opportunities present themselves to share the compassion
and the wisdom and the love. And the ego will think of a dozen excuses
as to why it's not possible. So you gently pat the ego on the head and
say "Yes, Yes, we know you're a little confused, that you're angry and
hurt at times, and that's okay. But this awakening that's coming will
not take you out of commission. It will not make you dissolve". And
that's the ego's great secret fear. That somehow it's going to dissolve
in the manifestation of all this love. The ego thinks it will not have
It will not have it's old job, which was to keep you sensing separation.
It will have a new job, new title, new hat. You can call it the 'enlightenment
stage', that the ego needs to struggle with, to still have fun. Because
it is important to have fun in the world. And when the ego's working
really well, it can have a lot of fun. As a child might like to have
fun. It can be expansive. It can have good communication skills. It
is in a sense then a vehicle through which Divinity, in the universal
sense takes form. It's uniquely you.
in the translation phase then of co-creation with others. Yourself and
others letting God/Goddess manifest. It doesn't matter who got there
first, there's no race. It's not a time sequence to say "Well, Jesus
got enlightened, or the Buddha perhaps before him, and then Jesus, and
then here I am, way down the list of enlightenment". It's not that,
because it is out of time. Enlightenment lets you step out of the 'Created
Universe'. You can still play in it. You can have fun with it, but the
enlightenment Self, the energy itself, is out of time and there's no
race. It's not about 'you've got to have it first, with the most enlightenment'.
question in voice, you can ask yourself is "How long do I want to stay
ignorant. Do I want to carry on many more lifetimes of ignorance? Or
do I want to let this body and this consciousness wake up?"
say this body, because the body itself will transform as the energy
flows. The chakras will open. And if they are balanced with a certain
sense of grounding, the certain foundation, that the personality does
have a role to manifest in the physical plane. To allow you to communicate
and share with others, and take care of the worldly needs. You'll have
to have a thought about how to go to the bathroom, don't you. You don't
want somebody else doing that for you. I know that's a little silly
demonstration of the ego's responsibility, but just to function in the
world, in a physically clear and present manner, is a nice job for the
ego. Don't you think?
can have nice clothes if you want, it doesn't matter. You can dress
up, you can fulfill the role of what it looks to be successful in the
eyes of others. So they're not put off by spirituality. In their own
judgments. It doesn't mean you have to walk around with a ten carat
diamond ring on your finger. We're not talking about outrageous material
wealth, as a measure of success. But to be in the world, and yet not
be of it. It's a plaything. It's not so very important at all, but as
long as you can have fun with it, and you're still letting the joy come.
of purpose then, is not to make comparison with yourself and others
as some kind of hard criticism from the Universe, but it's to help them
wake up. Because you are getting benefited in the process. They're part
of you, you're part of them. If you're helping them wake up, you're
helping yourself wake up. Works very nicely. So in closing of this thought,
please remember, that you don't really know who you are. And it's impossible,
from the ego's point of reference, to truly think you will ever know
who you are.
In as much
as you think you are this body, and you think you are this personality.
Because those thoughts alone are enough to cause a lot of suffering,
when you consider that the body will probably get old, the breasts will
get a little droopy. The teeth may need special attention. There's going
to be wrinkles in the face. The stomach usually gets bigger. On and
on the list goes. If you're going to think of yourself as this body,
you're going to be constantly disappointed, because you're thinking
"Well, how ugly it's got".
fact, if you could see yourself as an energy field; and where forgiveness
is present. You become so radiantly beautiful. And really think about
those that you have known, that have lived a full life. That are still
courageous in their courage to investigate. Still curious, still like
a child, in wonderment of what the world may bring. In the way of new
opportunity for understanding and growth. They are in their essence
eternally young. They become beautiful. It doesn't matter how the body
is in appearance.
an energy field, and your physical eyes don't tell you that. So if you
are specially needing to look good, and be handsome or be beautiful.
And you want to snag a partner. (We tease you a little bit now.) The
woman wants to find a man or vice versa or whatever. Whatever if it
is you must have, is a kind of stage of evolution, important to the
species. The courage to demonstrate reproduction is a very strong energy.
It drives you very clearly, to think "Well, now I'm incomplete. I've
got to have a partnership before I'm complete". That is a reflection
of Divine partnership, with Divinity itself, that you're hungry for.
And the outer mind simply translates it into another body, that you
can share the world's experience with. And that is good.
when we try to draw these comparisons between relative consciousness
and extreme levels of enlightenment. It does not mean that relative
consciousness is somehow flawed. It is just, that it's not complete.
So if you think your whole happiness is going to revolve around a most
beautiful lover and relationship, you will still be disappointed. There
is joy in the expression and the satisfaction of lovemaking and sharing
of conversation, sharing of thoughts. That is a beautiful aspect of
being in the body, yes. But it is only a hint, as to the deeper union
that is possible. So balance out the body's structure. The thoughts
of your personality, your upbringing, your cultural expectations. Let
those be balanced. Let them be part of your active sense of "I will
have mastery in the flesh". Which is a certain form of mastery. "But
I will always continuously be open to deeper levels of Divine contact".
Then you have a joyous expression and experience of God/Goddess. The
plan of life working in and through you. Then you have given the Universe
the right to choose what it may help you behold.
that Divinity awaits you, with open arms. More hungry than you are to
embrace the Divine, Divinity is hungry to embrace you. And will only
do so, as the ego can relinquish it's view of separation, so that it
is not too frightened.
will not frighten you in the extreme, with too much awakening. It will
do it gently. So bring forgiveness into every aspect of your life. When
you're angry or upset at somebody else. Maybe you need to speak the
thoughts of the anger and the upsetment. It may be a clearing house,
it may be a level of opening, another point of communication. But don't
make a big habit of it. Don't run around angry all the time. If it touches
that point in you, it may be necessary for expression. But continuously
search honestly in yourself. "What am I angry at? Is there an old pride
there, an old hurt?"
as a child, your mother and father were not happy. And they got a divorcement
at [your] age four. And you go around for the next twenty or thirty
years; trying to figure out, how to make it right, in their relationship.
Reflecting it through the one [partner] that you're working with. Drop
it! Let it go. It's past. It's finished. It's healed. It never happened
in the first place. Only at the level of the ego, was it really a reality.
Let it go.
come together, whatever level of expression they can share, there is
joy in the Heart of Hearts. For if ever love has been present, there
has been gain. Not the expectation that the love should be perfect in
the physical plane. It will not be. But where you have compassionately
shared energy with another, there has been gain. So let the past go.
And don't blame it on your parents or your family or your culture or
yourself. Let the blame go. Ask to be shown new ways of forgiveness.
That the mind may go ever deeper into itself and see what is. And the
role of relationship is keen. And that it will help you see, that you
are continuously in a transformation process, called life itself. You
have chosen to be here. Nobody forced you into the body, as if they
were putting you in prison or something. You have desired to be in this
point of the planets history. As awakening begins to take shape in a
very profound way.
to be at the cutting edge of your own process, to open the doors to
the awareness, that may come. And you will have a daily process of growth
in relationship to God/Goddess directly. How much more of an important
relationship could there be, with anyone on the planet? It is still
incomplete, till you invite Divinity to come in and share with you,
and constantly acknowledge, that you're not alone. Nor can you ever
be alone. The ego may feel tremendously separated, but it is not the
truth abides within you as a whisper of Love, that shakes the planet. A whisper of Love, that creates the stars. A whisper of Love that knows there is no death, and there is no separation.
you've ever loved, be it in the kingdom of the flesh, in the sense of
humans, or animals or plants, or the strength of Nature. Wherever that
love has shown you a doorway to deeper reality, you have pierced the
paradox of your ego's centeredness, You've gone beyond the ego to see
the truth of your being. Reflected through the experience of that love,
manifesting out there in some form. Because God/Goddess is real in everything.
But the direct perception behind the manifestation of form, is that
you have made a contact. And know that that can grow.
be, not that you have to hang on the cross now; but when Jesus said
"Father, Father, forgive them. They know not what they do". It was a
small reflection of the relationship that he felt, with Divinity itself.
Please keep in mind, you're not less important in the eyes of the Divine,
than anyone who has graced the planet. By way of example as master teacher,
or a teacher of teachers. You're equally important. The ego does not
know how to deal with that, but at least 'hint' yourself in that direction.
Get a sense, that it may be so. That you may walk around as a new lover,
when you think of the most beautiful relationships you may have ever
had. What is it like to live in that most beautiful place, in the beginning
stages of romance? When your thoughts are on the person you're in love
with and their beauty is apparent to you. You've opened a little window
on the Divine with one another.
that window was bigger, and you've got the sense of your walking through
this life by choice. The guidance is real. The Spirit working with you
has a great courage to show you yourself. What could be more wonderful
than to be in the body now, awakening? It's a time for transformation.
Let it be so for you.
enough now. We will take your questionings, if such you have.
What can I do to get more confidence in my sharing with others?
Give illustration of how you sense your sharing, in it's strong way,
and what has felt not confident about that. Lots of little ways, of
course, you could feel unconfident, but when there's been a strong sharing,
what has been the reaction of the ego along with that? - Give illustration,
if you can.
When I sense something about them, that's really going inside of me.
Does that feel vulnerable. (Yes, very) And you're afraid to be the vulnerable
person. (Yes) Give illustration, is this in reference to lovemaking
or healing or counseling. (Healing and counseling) Do you have an image
in your mind, that as a healer you should stand there, transparent to
the spirit and be almost in a deep trance state and you're doing nothing
and the spirit's doing everything? (No, I don't think so) Good (But
I'm feeling that, when I give what I'm giving, I'm not clear about if
it's okay or not okay)
A: What will it not be okay about? What's the worst case scenario, if
you were thinking "Is this my ego? Is the Devil making me do this? What's
going on?" (I don't know) I think what is touching, is an old thread
of thought, that you're not good enough. - It's a very Scandinavians
thread of thought, you understand. We don't want to put a brand on it,
but you know, that one "You're nothing, who do you think you are, you're
no better than anyone else." (I want to get better) Then you're afraid
"Well, what if I'm a little better that somebody else. I shouldn't be
better than somebody else, and this healing work, is definitely making
me better than somebody else, so maybe I'd better not do it". You can
see how tricky the ego can be. - It's very tricky.
the child, and simply say "Okay, Lord. God/Goddess, Divinity", you use
your own words, your own form. Ask your teacher to be present, and say
to yourself, "I would like to see the Christ light, shining more in
myself and this other person." And you give it over to God. You give
the responsibility of the process over to the Divine, and know that
you still have options.
If we give
you an analysis. Perhaps you're doing a little chakra balancing or something.
Here is the pattern, how you're supposed to do it. And suddenly you're
going past the heart and you feel, (you're down with the power chakra
now) and you feel the heart chakra needing a little more energy, and
you're thinking "No, I'd better not do that, I'm supposed to be here
two minutes and there three minutes etc." Give it all away. Go back
to the heart. Work there. Just let the energy flow. Don't have a care
as to how it's supposed to do. You have a pattern to exercise the mind,
that in it's caution it may say "Yes, I think I can do this". But the
fact is, you're not doing it. You're being the vehicle. Sometimes the
vehicle is clear that it is a vehicle. Other times it may not necessarily
be clear, but your intention is there, to be of service.
stay a little more grounded in your own body, that's important. Notice
what makes you feel physically real and present. If you like to go swimming
or go bathing in the ocean, when it's not to cold.. Take a walk in the
wilderness or get a massage, or sit and look over the nature on the
sunset. Feel yourself as part of the earth. Feel as though you're a
child of the Divine, so you're grounded in your own body. And I think
you will find more and more the courage. To go deeper in the healing
process will be a direct result of letting go of the fear of how good
it ought to be. You're not having to try too hard, you're trying 'easier'.
You're giving yourself a certain amount of respect, for the process
that you're working with. "Yes, it is a powerful process and I know
it's doing good. I know I'm not perfect at it yet, but I need not making
any great comparison to myself and others".
a care to the Universe, who the energy flows through. You have a fine
healer here in Frank. - Does the Universe care, who it flows through?
- Not really. Physically he's not going to be able to be present with
everybody that's needing healing. So he's getting busy trying to teach
others how to heal. That's a wonderful gift. But the energy itself has
no brand name. It's not like coming to the local automobile department
and you're getting some Shell gasoline, or some Esso or something else.
The Universe does not have a brand. It doesn't care whether you call
yourself Hindu or Jewish or Christian or Muslim or something else. It's
the same energy flow. It will flow equally through you as anyone else.
In it's essence it's the courage to be both the same as others. In your
sameness take joy, because your just an ego manifesting through the
body, in the outer mind.
inner self is something totally different. Totally at one with the Universe.
So have no shame over your indecisions, your lack of understanding.
Don't be ashamed of it. You don't have to be perfect, before the healing
will open. A small child can do a healing wonderfully. When you see
a little baby giving a big smile at everybody, and suddenly everybody
drops out of their serious mental state, they become a child with the
child. Was that not a tremendous healing process? So don't be hard on
yourself, you say "Okay God. I want to experience more the joy. I'm
going to stay as grounded as I can in this. But it's your work. I will
be the vehicle for you. But it's your work." That will free it up for
I have a feeling that at this time, humankind is just on the edge of
a major transformation. And it's very much like this is incorporating
even our physical body. Like there is something that's going to change
there. Is there something you can say about that? And what is actually
going on? And what is it that the near future in that progress is?
There is a point of Radiance, that you might locate with the glandular
structure in the brain. But as consciousness opens, the perception will
shift in such a way that both there will be the understanding of 'perception'.
That some might be more clairaudient, claircentent, clairvoyant, those
classical terms for opening.
it is, is an expansion of consciousness, that it includes all life.
It will include the animals, the kingdom of the plants, even the nature,
the trees, the rocks, all this may have a voice, that communes with
you. Not only will that be as a personal perception, that you're beginning
to be aware that the mind is in a sense being more expansive. And it
takes a quiet time to be more aware of that. It's always going to be
there, but it's not so easily perceived if the life is very chaotic.
It's much easier if there's a time of being more reflective, being more
in the nature. But that is the perceptual side. The other process, is
that there will be as a Radiance. Actually I don't think you have the
physical tools to measure the Radiance yet, but it's an energy radiating
through this opening. Crown chakra, third eye, it's not a phenomena
necessarily of the chakras as such.
a phenomena of consciousness radiating more and more strongly. And people
are just going to get it. They're going to get more light, they're going
to sense more clearly. If you see somebody on the television talking,
not that they have to be talking about chakras and esoteric subjects.
But if they're in a place of deep compassion, in your heart of hearts
you will know that. Because the Radiance is also taking place through
the electronic media, through the avenues of exchange of information.
So more and more [it] will be your sense, growing stronger, that individuals
can trust their perception. They can trust their knowing. Right now
the world is still very heavily caught in 'doom and gloom', as we like
to call it. A lot of fears and worries about the future, about earth
quakes, about cataclysmic events, a lot of people running around making
prophecies of earth changes and the spinning of the axes. So that the
earth is not moving from, the north and south poles, [but] as if there
is a shift. A lot of thoughts of war and rumors of war still. This is
the ego's way of structuring it's fear and externalizing it to say "Oh,
I must be afraid. I must protect myself. I've got to have a little bit
of stash of food here for three years, in case there's a big bomb. A
few guns wouldn't hurt too."
see how silly it is in that respect. When you wake up and realize that
the ego is trying to protect itself from it's own desire to grow. Because
there is a part of you, that wants to grow. And when that's embraced
and recognized as a joyous opportunity, the Radiance just continuos
to happen. More and more you will sense that God/Goddess is radiating
through you and is of you in a sense. Your personality is still intact,
but in a certain sense, it's rather abstract. It doesn't matter how
you use the energy. It's not saying that you have to be a sculptor,
and you [some one else] have to be a brain surgeon, and you'd better
do dancing, and you go ahead teach art work. The Radiance doesn't care
what you call it, it's going to cut through everything, that you have
interest in. If you want to raise plants, and figure out a new way to
make graftings. Or you're working with hybridization, to alter the nature
of certain plant structure through the DNA code. Or you're working with
some sense of resolution of public problems in the market place, maybe
how we cut down on the pollution of the automobiles. So many possibilities,
that Radiance will begin collect [attract] to you others of like-minded
vibrations. Like a party. A kind of bondness of, party is not quite
the right word, but it's a collective energy. You start to realize "It's
a lot more fun to share this, and be part with others, working to bring
forth the Radiance".
will of necessity take special little subjects, to do it that through
at first. But ultimately it's not going to matter. You might end up
having three of four lifetimes in one, in a sense, having major occupations.
Perhaps being a homemaker or a housewife or a husband or a father, raising
the children, and then at some point maybe studying music intensely.
At another point moving over to metaphysics. At another point moving
into, perhaps you have a testament to yourself, to have a lot of fun
with aviation. And you want to go fly these little machines with the
tiny motors, because it's a lot of fun. It's rather dangerous too, but
you don't care.
saying is, you will not 'bottom out' of interest, you will not burn
out in one field, and simply say "It's enough. I quit". You're going
to think "Ah, I can have three or four lifetimes now, if I want to".
In the sense of, what used to be a singular point of focus, you may
graduate from point to point for a time. The Radiance will be such that,
if you could look with open eyes at human beings everywhere, you see
this increased energy vortex, this increased focus. And it's creating
a physiological counterpart with the brain, which has, as a magnet or
a transformer, tremendous strong potential to bring energy into the
world. That's a major point.
Was that what you had tried [to question] for? (Yes it is). - - - Is
there anyone here, who thinks that they're not deserving of this transformation
process? - You don't have to raise your hands. But just think about,
why would you not be deserving? God/Goddess does not care about what
you did in past embodiments. It does not care, what you did in this
embodiment. The only thing it has care of, is that you yourself will
realize that you're loved beyond all measurement, to qualify that love.
And if you're willing and open to the possibility, of having enough
courage to say "Yes God. Yes Goddess." (Again your own language, your
own internal imagery of divine presence.) "Yes, I'm ready to be taken
into a deeper relationship with thee." - This is the key part of the
equation. Just the willingness, of course to be of service to others
and yourself, of course to have some kind of specific focus if you like
to, to plug the energy into. But the Radiance itself will embrace you.
Because it is everywhere present. It's not as though you have to go
to some special part of the planet. You don't have to wander off to
India or Tibet. You don't have to go see Sai Baba, which is always nice,
but you don't have to go any particular place.
is with you, and 'now' it will start working with you. The 'nowness'
is always in the now. Not in the past, nor in the future, but in the
now you can have that energy flow opening. And it may take time to cast
aside the delusion of limitations from the past. Some of those are really
sticky. They don't want to release very quickly. But you're going to
have ample help along the way. The voice of the Spirit will be strong
for you. Your guidance will show you ways out of difficulties. There
will be generally - small and even major miraculous events taking place.
people that you haven't thought of in years, and suddenly they cross
your path. And you see a spark of remembrance, born of the energy of
transformation, that they're going through; you're going through. Perhaps
a lack of forgiveness has led that person to you, so you may meet again.
And know that you're more properly grounded now. You see rather the
experience for what it is, or was, rather than what you thought that
it was. And forgiveness opens. So you're freeing yourself with one
of the past, in the sense of something that limits you. And you open
that golden chain of life and laughter and love to come forward, that
you can take hold the hand that is there, to bring you counsel and guidance,
and move quickly into a greater sense of the abundance. The world becomes
transformed. And you're transformed in the process of your own desire
It is our
joy to share with you. Perhaps you may sit, for just a little time.
- Take a moment to center. Feel the nature of the energy, you have brought
together in your presence with one another. Reach out to an understanding
of your own teachers, present as well. And then expand the thought to
accomplish a sense of others, no longer of the physical sense of world
presence, but definitely strongly present, none the less. - [Followed
a meditative time of silence]
been our great joy to share with you. Know that you will walk not alone,
and as your desire and understanding grows to embrace the Divine, the
embracement of the Divine more than enough [will] offset your own hesitation.
It will show you the way to come home, to that sense of "Yes, I want
to be in the body. I want to live in the flesh, but to be beyond it.;
and understand these functions of consciousness. That the world is in
transformation. To find itself, and meet - All as One.
the joy and the perception of truth be upon you! God bless you!